It's day 12 of my chapter edits. I'm on chapter 6, and the possibility of my brain waves causing a nuclear aplocalypse seems exponentially more possible.
...exactly people! --This could really happen--start getting worried!
Here is my editing pile of headaches.
It's a good headache to have-If I was reading someone else say this and complain, I'd be like, "SHUT UP! You're lucky to have finished a first draft!"
-I know that and I love this process, but it's also the scariest thing ever-like starting a relationship with someone you've always wanted- because I've wanted to have my writing out there for so long-I remember wanting that in 2nd grade when I re-wrote 'Rudolph' to make it better :)
I feel I will never reach the quality of writing that is in my head. I'm not a perfectionist by any standard in life-my car is a water bottle graveyard, but I hold myself to a high level with writing because a dream is perfection--You can never be as good as you are in a dream.
...and Jasmine is giving me like...no support. Look at her---
...no help at all.
10:39 PM editing update: Jasmine still no help - Tho she's moved into my lap which makes typing a little more difficult.
10:43 PM : If I can be reincarnated, I want to come back as Jasmine.
...It must be nice.